July 30, 2005 ~ 11:18 AM
Yep.
I am not a racist. Not anymore.
I came from a family who disliked Chinese, but as I grew up, I realized that not all Chinese are alike.
But this incident which occured kanina lang sa jeep, as I was on my way home from 168 Shopping Mall in Divisoria, changed my attitude again towards them.
Hinatid ako ni Ria sa sakayan. Nung sumakay na ako, second ako sa dulo, sa may pinto ng jeep and nakatabi ko ang isang big fat Chinese woman who was probably in her late 40's.
Siguro nasisikipan sha or what pero she kept on shifting on her seat. Pati ang dalawang malalaking Louis Vuitton bags nya ay parang dinadabog nya. Hindi ko naman sha pinapansin coz I knew I was not causing any harm to her. Pero pagdating sa may (whatcha call that pet shop not far from Divisoria?), basta dun, talagang literal na tinutulak na nya ako away from her. Shempre nakakagulat, so I looked at her with my "What the hell is your problem look?"
And guess what!
She looked at me as if isa akong magnanakaw or something!
Pagdating sa may Avenida, nagbabaan na halos ang kalahati ng tao sa jeep.
Guess what she did! Lumipat sha sa upuan in front of me, sa kabilang side.
At pinapagpag nya ang left arm nya, with that look on her face that shows how disgusted she is because nakadikit ng braso nya ang braso ko!
The nerve!
I raised my eyebrow at her but she kept on rubbing frantically her left arm as if I was a leper or something. Tapos tinitingnan nya ang itsura ng bago nyang mga katabi at ipinatong nya yung dalawang bags nya na malaki sa magkabilang side nya para walang tatabi sa kanya!
Gusto ko shang sigawan ng "Putang ina mong chekwa ka!" And God I am sorry kung nagmumura ako sa blog ko pero ang kapal talaga ng mukha nya!
Kung nadidiri sha sa mga tao, particularly sa akin, magtaxi sha!
The way she looked at other people sa loob ng jeep, tinitingnan nya mula ulo hanggang paa. Yung isang ale dun.. yung mama na may dala dalang rice cooker... yung teenager na nagtetext.. and me!!!
Hindi ko sha magantihan, hindi ko sha masabihan man lang ng kahit ano.
Nung nagpara na sha, naka-green light so nilampas talaga ng driver dun sa dapat nyang babaan. I felt it was my only chance para makabawi.
I laughed hard. Call me pathetic or what, pero natawa ako sa pagmumukha ng baboy na chekwang babae na yun nung nadismaya sha sa layo ng lalakarin nya.
She turned her head to me to see why I was laughing.
I pointed at her and laughed even more, yung laugh ko na nakakairita at nakakapanliit. I wore a smirk on my face na nakakairita talaga.
At nung nakababa na sha at hindi pa umaandar yung jeep, I continued laughing at her and pointing her. I laughed as if she was the biggest joke in the world.
She stared at me in disbelief... then at herself, then on me.
Umandar na yung jeep and that was the end of my laughter.
Yung ibang mga nakasakay, well, I guess they figured out what I did. They just smiled and didn't say a thing.
I know what I did was pathetic, but I hope she would not become a reason why I would hate Chinese people.
July 29, 2005 ~ 1:27 PM
I am not yet ready for the quiz.
I am actually lagging behind on my studies.
I couldn't concentrate. I couldn't sleep well. I dunno why. I can't understand why of all times, ngayon pa ako mawawalan ng gana mag-aral... kung kelan I'll be graduating na this March.
Maybe because I don't have an inspiration now... Except for Aldrin a.k.a. "the boy under the stairs" hahahah!
Yeah yeah. I am not afraid to admit that I really like him, and my friends already know I got the hots for him... Desperado na kung desperado! Ano naman ngayon if he's probinsyano or semi-civilized? That could be all well-taken care of.:)
Going back to my laziness... I always feel so tired. Pag-uwi, I'd rather lie on bed and sleep than open my notes. Parang lagi akong pagod. Parang sa lahat ng ginagawa ko I've been exerting too much effort, na sa totoo lang hindi naman.
I had just checked my accounts (friendster, myspace, multiply.. etc).
I am actually lagging behind on my studies.
I couldn't concentrate. I couldn't sleep well. I dunno why. I can't understand why of all times, ngayon pa ako mawawalan ng gana mag-aral... kung kelan I'll be graduating na this March.
Maybe because I don't have an inspiration now... Except for Aldrin a.k.a. "the boy under the stairs" hahahah!
Yeah yeah. I am not afraid to admit that I really like him, and my friends already know I got the hots for him... Desperado na kung desperado! Ano naman ngayon if he's probinsyano or semi-civilized? That could be all well-taken care of.:)
Going back to my laziness... I always feel so tired. Pag-uwi, I'd rather lie on bed and sleep than open my notes. Parang lagi akong pagod. Parang sa lahat ng ginagawa ko I've been exerting too much effort, na sa totoo lang hindi naman.
I had just checked my accounts (friendster, myspace, multiply.. etc).
Some men are assholes. They'd ask for your number but won't text, or for a moment they'd show na they're very interested in you but later on you'll be surprised in their sudden change of attitude. Minsan naman kung kelan ayaw mo na sa kanila dun naman sila parang tanga na naghahabol.. sort of like that.
Well, some men... they are already committed, may gf na, sa mga friendsters and myspace nila nakadisplay pa ang pics nila ng partner nila tapos magmemessage pa sa iyo to ask for your number.
Weird.
Parang tanga.
Tiningnan nanaman namin ni Ria ang multiply account ni Kamil.
Well, some men... they are already committed, may gf na, sa mga friendsters and myspace nila nakadisplay pa ang pics nila ng partner nila tapos magmemessage pa sa iyo to ask for your number.
Weird.
Parang tanga.
Tiningnan nanaman namin ni Ria ang multiply account ni Kamil.
Well, sorry, I know I'm wasting my precious time looking at her unbelievably ugly face (Ria's time was wasted too, but we definitely enjoyed looking at her pics na puro kafileengan). Kung may hint man ng bitterness sa words ko.. well, I am bitter. Coz until now I couldn't believe my ex brought to bed and chose someone as disgusting as her just because I was not around and he was lonely.
Pero nasa akin parin naman ang huling halakhak kasi tinapon lang ng ex ko ng parang basura yung Kamil na yun.. Matapos pagsawaan ang filingera, inayawan na.
O diba? One year na ang nakalilipas... at hanggang ngayon masakit parin.
Malapit na ang Anniversarry ko ng pagiging single.
Yeah, SINGLE.
And the worst part is... the reason why I've been mooning over our young and hot dorm helper (Aldrin) is because he acts, talks, reacts, moves, smiles, and stares deeply just like my ex.
Pathetic?
Yup, I know.
Funny how I couldn't learn to forgive and forget someone whom I have hated and abhorred, but loved so much deeply and, until now, whose memory I could not let go.
Funny.
Coz when I think about him every night before I sleep, I couldn't remember how he betrayed me, how he had thrown hurtful words at me as if I was the one who did him wrong...
Ang galing talaga mambaliktad ng mga lalaki...
Pero guess what...
All I remember were my promises to him... His painting, drawing, and sketches of me... The butterflies... Our sweet moments in his beat-up Pajero... The bouquet of white flowers he gave me before and after our 1st monthsarry date, the day we went to this wedding na nasalo ko yung bouquet ng bride at nakuha nya yung garter...
It hurts me day by day and I just let me hurt myself.
I get satisfaction with each pain I feel. Am I emotionally pervert now?
Here's the funny part:
For two consecutive days, I've been seeing a dead butterfly.
The other day it was a big brown one, yesterday it was a colorful one stuck on the windshield of our car.
I wonder if I'll see a dead butterfly today.
All I remember were my promises to him... His painting, drawing, and sketches of me... The butterflies... Our sweet moments in his beat-up Pajero... The bouquet of white flowers he gave me before and after our 1st monthsarry date, the day we went to this wedding na nasalo ko yung bouquet ng bride at nakuha nya yung garter...
It hurts me day by day and I just let me hurt myself.
I get satisfaction with each pain I feel. Am I emotionally pervert now?
Here's the funny part:
For two consecutive days, I've been seeing a dead butterfly.
The other day it was a big brown one, yesterday it was a colorful one stuck on the windshield of our car.
I wonder if I'll see a dead butterfly today.
"I was his Butterfly and he was my Rainbow.. just when I thought my life was shattered, he brought me hope... After he came to my life, I realized I was a changed girl. Not the anymore the bitch that I was before... "
-an excerpt from a poem I made for him
"Oo nga naman, bakit ba ako umaasa na maging loyal ka? Eh wala nga namang butterfly na nagsta-stay sa isang flower diba?"
-he told me once when he accused me of going out with guys behind his back
Anyway, to my friend ER, I miss you so much too... Take care always.
July 28, 2005 ~ 6:29 PM
Jheng! Thanks ha! Sana may blog ka din! Saan mo nakita site ko? Anyway, buti hindi namin pinanood yung evil dead! Thanks sa advice! Try mo yung If Only and Wedding Crashers, okay sila.=) Wala yun, hindi ka nakaistorbo, feel free to drop by anytime you want ha?=)
Ejai.. the guy I met in Sibil. Thanks for visiting my nest. Hahahahah! Catch you again when I got the time to barhop in Subic..=)
Ria, not Ria Hazel, heheheh, I wonder how you got to my blog. Blogsters na tayo!=)
Katherine, I promise I'll make time so we can talk. Sana nga dalaw ka nalang uli sa school para mas maganda kung personal. Mejo busy lang these days pero I promise kung talagang kelangan mo ako I'll be there.=) It's good you get to be on your own na, minsan kelangan din natin maging mag-isa.
Anyway, nakakatawa ako noh? Wala kasi ako magawa bago matulog... Syempre bukod sa pinagpapantasyahan ko sha... (Naku naku wag kayo madisgust whoever you are na nakakaalam kung sino ang lalaking pinapangarap ko gabi gabi...)
Kelan kaya ako nun aakyatin? (Ajejejej! Joke!)
July 26, 2005 ~ 1:05 PM
Ang kulit ng pinsan ko heheheh...
July 25, 2005 ~ 1:29 PM
Babalik na rin ako ng Manila later... Halos di nga ako nakapahinga... Ang bilis kasi ng araw... Nothing new in here except for the newly-built bar near Sibil... it's called Cenario... Siguro I'll check it out sa Sembreak na when I got the time...
My cousin Kyle is sitting on my right. Wala kasi magawa so I asked him if he wants to go net-surfing. He agreed naman.
Hay... I gotta go.=)
July 22, 2005 ~ 12:52 PM
July 20, 2005 ~ 4:02 PM
Ugh. I am not a Sports buff. I don't watch sports. I don't play sports. How the hell am I supposed to start with my article?
I think I am going to fail this class (Sports Journalism). I envy those who know the right things to say. Ngayon ko nga lang nalaman ang meaning ng rookie at ng rebound after researching for basketball terms.
Alam ko lang talo ang UST ng Ateneo. I got their names and scores. How the hell am I supposed to give "flavor" and decorations to my article to make it more sports-sounding and interesting?
I need a divine intervention tonight.
And probably a chocolate cake.
And there's more! There's this very VERY long quiz for Boradcast Journalism tomorrow. Well, I have studied already but the terms, the endless terminologies are now floating in my head, making rattling sounds like pebbles in an ice cream container.
I love school but now I am seeing the worst part of going to school.
I accidentally dropped my new phone from the top of the double deck kanina. I was so terrified that I practically screamed at the top of my lungs. I thought I would collapse. You know what they say about sliding phones diba? Madaling masira. I was expecting my phone to blow into pieces. Luckily it didn't but I was so paranoid it took me an hour to inspect every part of it (kung may scratch, internal damage etc.)
My dad will kill me (not really but I sure he'll never buy me a new phone).
Well, I'm hungry. Time for a cake.
Finally, the P.S. portion...
I am glad Mitch still remembered yung panonood namin ng The Notebook. Shempre kasama namin si Ria and Brent nun... I can remember na katatapos lang namin magbreak ni Jayson nun kaya grabe ang hagulgol ko sa sinehan. Sorry for those who are "inconvenienced" (Is that right?). Heheheh.=)
And I insist! Mayabang na kami ni Ria! Woohoo!=)
Yo Kno!!! ---Prof Aldaba
July 19, 2005 ~ 12:23 PM
I took this while I was asleep. (Of course I am kidding, somebody else took it! Of course I am kidding again!) hahahah!
Kunwari tulog hahahah!=)
We did not come to the acquaintance party (Ria, Brent and I). We had fun on our own... I was so happy then kasi nakapagbonding kami.=)
We watched UAAP muna... Shempre talo ang UST... Gwapo pala si Chester Taylor huh? Heheheh... Then after that nag-Gateway kami, dun kami nagdinner. Then diretso na kami Star City..
Ang daming tao, but we definitely enjoyed. Kung ano-ano sinakyan namin, pati nga yung bumper boats hahahah! We looked like elves riding on donuts! Brent had the time of his life and masaya kami kasi kahit one day delayed ang bday celebration nya, at least naging memorable.
Ang tagal ko na hindi nakapagnet... Sunod sunod kasi ang sakit na tumama sa akin.. after my sprain, allergies naman.
I guess that's all for now, punta kami ni Jam sa SM San Lazaro now... Di pa kasi sha nakakapunta dun.=)
I am so happy with my new phone.. It's not much, just a Samsung E800 but I'm proud of it.. inggit kasi ako kay Ria eh, mayabang na sha. Hahahaha! Ngayon, mataray na rin ako hahahah!=)
Ay oo nga pala... pahabol... hindi ako manloloko ha... ako nga ang niloloko eh hahahaha! Gumaganti lang.. At hindi rin ako nang-what's the term? Gancho? Ako nga ang hinuhuthutan eh hahahah!=)
Guys, if you got the time, please please watch If Only... mas nakakaiyak kesa The Notebook... you gotta take my word for it.. Grabe! Halos pinuno ko na ng tissue yung movie house sa RP sa super kakaiyak! You can ask Badet, Ria and Jam about the movie if you don't believe me (hanapin nyo sa blog ko ang links nila heheheh). Kung may boyfriend nga lang ako baka polo nya ang siningahan ko eh, hahahahah! Joke!
July 14, 2005 ~ 12:32 PM
Don't watch this damn movie.
Walang kwenta, sayang lang money nyo. It isn't even about a campus horror thing. It's made up of 2 stupid episodes, revolving sa life ng dalawang magkapatid na may banda, in Japan, they're known as "Doggy Bag" at super promotional movie lang sha, although gwapo sila Koji and Yuichi. Pero wala talagang kwenta yung story, you'll doubt kung Japanese ba talaga ang gumawa, and ang bagal ng flow, makakatulog ka sa sinehan.
1st episode, about a Doppelganger.
2nd, about a haunted condominium.
See? Walang kinalaman sa campus. Asar. Sana Pinoy Blondie nalang pinanood ko baka mas may kwenta pa. Heheheh.
It's my friend Atoy's bday today.. He's 26 already. I went to his cafe yesterday to give him a gift and a cake. Liit nga lang nung cake eh.. Yun lang kasi nakayanan ko now, bawi nalang ako next time...
Since Tuesday night, I got a bandage wrapped around my left wrist. I have a sprain. Naaawa ako sa sarili ko coz lagi ako nagkakaganito, if not sa ankles, sa wrist, or kung saan saan. Heheheh. I'm an accident waiting to happen.
Yesterday, Jam and I had lunch then watched a movie then shopped then had dinner together. Heheheh. We were together from 11 am to 9:30 pm. Time flew so fast we did not notice it. Ganun ata talaga pag naglalakwatsa. You don't become tired and you only feel the exhaustion when you got home.
Today is a typical day for me.
Tomorrow, Brent will be 20. It's his last day of being a teen today so I'm sure he is doing all the best he can to make it memorable.=)
Ack. Gotta go. I'm sweating like a pig. =D
July 12, 2005 ~ 3:33 PM
Some people are really unbelievable, aren't they?
I don't give a single damn kung may matamaan or masaktan with this post coz ang kapal naman talaga ng pagmumukha ng ibang tao.
I thought he was a nice guy, a "decent" one at that. But I was wrong. Bukod sa mahina na ang pick-up nya, wala pa siyang hiya.
Niligawan nya ako before, pero hindi ko diretsang masabi sa kanya na "basted" sya, coz that time I thought what I needed was a friend and not a boyfriend. Pero I realized na kaya ko talaga sha hindi gusto is coz hindi nya ako mapasaya and I don't wanna hurt him more, mukhang shang desperado talagang magka-girlfriend.
He befriended my friends. Ria and Jam in particular. Ria, being nice to him and all, thought she should be the one to tell him na basted na sha. I was thankful that Ria did that job for me, because I really couldn't break it to him.
So that was settled. Wala na sha sa life ko, and it's better that way para walang masaktan.
Sabi nya kay Ria, he's got a plan. Ria didn't care anymore to know what that plan is coz what the heck for, right?
Yun pala, the plan was to switch to my sister. Gets? Lumipat sha sa Ate ko at yun naman ang plano niyang ligawan. Ay mali, acccording to Jam, he told her na nililigawan na nya ang Ate ko.
I want to make something clear.
Etong lalaki na ito ay kaibigan ng girlfriend ng bestfriend ng Ate ko. Gets?
This Sick-O (the guy who courted me)-> Gladys(Vincent's girlfriend) -> Vincent (my sister's bestfriend) -> Ate Paula (my sister)
He admitted to me na sabay nya kaming in-email ng ate ko, at nagkataon na ako ang unang nagreply kaya ako ang una nyang nakilala. I knew his plan was to court who becomes his friend first, at unfortunately, ako yun. Desperado nga kasi ang taong to eh. Wala naman kaso sa akin yun, I completely understand.
I already informed my sister and brother na may nanliligaw sa akin that time, I even told them his name, and everything there is to know about him pero I told them not to worry coz he is just a friend. Nothing more.
"If that is so, sabihin mo na kagad sa kanya, kawawa naman. Lagi ka nalang nagpapaasa, kawawa naman," my Kuya told me.
So I did. Through Ria, I let him know na basted na sha.
Then came Saturday.
"Hoy K.C. anong ginawa mo kay *toot* ?" Ate Paula asked me.
"Huh? Wala. Bakit?" I asked in turn.
"Eh bakit ako ang ginugulo nito?" She asked.
"Ba malay! Binasted ko," I said.
"Naku, sabi na nga ba eh! Panay text sa akin nito kung kumain na ba ako, na maglunck na ako, yuck! Hiningi daw nya number ko kay Gladys! Pwede ba ayoko sa Intsik?" She said, disgusted.
"Labas ako jan noh, eh di wag mo replyan!"
So everything was clear then.
Pero yesterday, Jam told me na may nasaktan sa post ko na "People". And it was Sick-O. Nagkausap daw kasi sila ni Sick-O sa chat. At eto ang mga sinabi nya:
1. Hindi ko daw sha binasted. Nagtataka nga si Jam eh, kasi tanga na lang ang hindi makakaintindi na binasted ko sha.
2. Nililigawan daw nya Ate ko. Dapat naman daw talaga, Ate ko ang liligawan nya pero ako ang una niyang naging friend. O eto, mensahe sa iyo ng Ate ko through text:
"GAGO TALAGA SYA! kapal ng mukha nya! Wag nya nga ako damay sa kalokohan nya! K.C. kaw na bahala sa kanya! Dko ganong klaseng babae! Binasted mo na eh! Kung sayo di pumasa, sakin pa kaya?! Yoko sa instik!!!"
At kung ayaw mo maniwala na yan ang mensahe ng Ate ko sa iyo coz obviously hindi ka nya kinakausap diba? Eh di itanong mo nalang kila Jam, kasi pinabasa ko sa kanila.
Wag kang gago, pwede ba? Aminado ang Ate ko na desperate sha sa pag-ibig pero not to the point na pagtiya-tiyagaan nya ang inayawan ko. I hate you for thinking that my sister is that low and easy. Kung di lang nya kakilala si Gladys, at kung hindi lang gf si Gladys ni Vincent, malamang inaway na nya kayong lahat. Pero sa amin ng Ate ko, sorry ka, ako ang maldita at ako ang palaban.
And anyway, wala kang pag-asa sa kanya. Or probably hindi mo magets yun? Coz meron shang boyfriend-to-be named Nash, kung gusto mo hanapin mo pa sa friendster.
Akala ko mabait ka. Now I know bakit friendless ka. Mayabang ka na, feeling ka pa.
Kung bitter ka, wag mo gamitin Ate ko para ipakita na kung di mo ako mapapasagot, mapapasagot mo Ate ko. Hayop ka talaga, hindi ako nagbibigay ng tira-tirahan sa Ate ko.
July 11, 2005 ~ 1:59 PM
Waiting.. Waiting... Waiting....
I didn't memorize Oedipus Rex and Poetics literally. What I did was memorize them by heart. I hope I'd make it on today's recitation.
I don't have anything much to tell... What I feel for Aldrin is slowly subsiding.. I dunno why. Maybe I was disappointed in him or maybe because my charm doesn't work with him. I feel sort of rejected. And he kept smiling that smile... I just couldn't tell what his actions meant.
And I couldn't believe that someone like him couldn't like someone like me.
Ego-tripping.
Yeah.
That's the word for it. I am so egotistic. One thing which makes me more of a man than a woman. I am just hurt not because I really am hurt but because my ego was hurt.
Damn.
July 09, 2005 ~ 2:22 PM
Saturday...
The rain is pouring hard again. It's sort of... cold. But deep inside, my heart is burning for something. Or someone.
Nahihibang na ba talaga ako?
Of all guys, bakit sha pa?
Ano bang meron sa kanya?
My family will kill me if they found out.
Besides, he doesn't know how I feel either... But I think nakakahalata na sha..
What's wrong with me?
July 05, 2005 ~ 4:38 PM
What if you could just kill those you hate and eliminate them from your sight? Would life be easier for all of us?
This is the thing I've been pondering with my friends yesterday afternoon in Burger King... We actually have a list already of who to kill first and who are the ones easy to kill. It was fun thinking about it. I know, I know.. we're brutal! Hahahahah!
Seriously, I think I am an easy target. Coz I am clumsy, I always stumble, I wear 3-inch high, school shoes styletos and I couldn't possible run with it. And I am famous for these lines: "I am doomed! I am doomed for life!" Heheheheh.
It's rainy and dark outside. I love this kind of weather. It mixes with my emotions. Tomorrow, I'll go home to Subic and get my driver's license. And yeah, it'll be my first time of driving our Strada in the North Luzon Expressway. I hope I still get to live after tomorrow. As you all know, I am accident prone.
And yeah.. Sana maging ok na ang problem ko with Sir. =)
July 04, 2005 ~ 1:12 PM
Vlad---short for Vladimir--- and I just had a lunch date.
First meeting:
He texted me kaning umaga, around 8 a.m. reminding me of our lunch date. Actually, he has been texting me since Saturday night, reminding me of that. I texted him kanina, asking him na itext ako kung papunta na sha ng meeting place namin (Lover's Lane) para pupunta na rin ako coz manggagaling pa ako ng dorm. I had no idea how he looked like talaga, puro hearsays lang ang basehan ko sa mga taong nakapaligid sa kanya, most especially Pia and Ana (my friends sa dorm). Basta they provided lots of information about him, and when I was fully "equipped" na to face him, I went straight to our meeting place nung nagtext sha na papunta na sha.
Lugi ako.. May idea sha kung anong itsura ko coz tiningnan nya ako sa friendster last Saturday. (ka-friendster ko na sha coz he added me) Ako, I wasn't able to be online until now kaya totally di ko alam what he looks like.
So nauna akong dumating. Umupo ako sa isa sa mga benches... Nagbasa-basa muna ng Ethics para wag ma-bore.. Akala ko siya yung guy na nakaupo sa kabilang bench sa left ko kasi tisoy din. Pero di naman ako pinapansin. Hawak nung guy yung fone nya so tinext ko, asking where he is. Pero di tiningnan nung guy yung phone nya, at the same time nakareceive ako ng reply. After a minute, biglang sumigaw sha.
"Vlad!"
I looked up to see who he was calling. Dahil malabo ang mata ko, di ko makita ng maayos si Vlad dahil mejo malayo sha. Nung papalapit na... isa lang ang naisip ko.
"This guy is a hunk."
He smiled as he approached me. Smiled and stared at me from head to toe. Then tinaas nya yung kamay nya para makipag-apir (yeah I know it's weird). Di ko alam ang gagawin ko kasi nabigla ako sa pakikipag-apir nya. He laughed (LOUD). Parang na-cute-an sha dahil nagulat ako. Then he said, "Tara lunch na tayo!" Then he laughed again.
What can I say about the guy...
He is handsome. He is tall, about 5'10, same height as Patrick. He is Tisoy and he looks a lot like the guy in Smallville (the SuperMan guy). He also looks like Frank of Powerboys..
Ok naman sha. Ma-ere kasi model, pero tolerable naman. He laughs really loud na napapatingin na ang lahat ng tao sa paligid namin. His laugh sounds more of a hyena laugh. Mejo nakakahiya. Nakakailang coz may kasama akong guy na naglalakad sa UST.
We ate sa Burger King, shempre treat nya, alangan namang treat ko (kahit ba ako yung nag-aask ng favor heheheheh). Parehas kami ng gusto, yung Mushroom Swiss na burger heheheh. Anyway, nung naglulunch na kami, ang daldal nya. Ang lakas nya magsalita at tumawa, but basically he's fine. Kwento sha ng kwento about life nya and his career.
Eto pa ang weird. Nilapit nya ang upuan nya sa akin para literal na magkatabi kami kumain.
And he held my hand. Nagulat ako so I pulled my hand away. Nilagay ko na nga sa ilalim ng mesa yung hand ko kasi nakakailang talaga. Ang weird.
Then he said, "Maganda pala mata mo noh?"
I told him, "Ano ka ba, stop staring at me nacoconscious ako noh."
He laughed a hyena laugh. Pero he still kept staring at me.
Puro tungkol sa buhay namin ang napag-usapan namin. Yung family ko, friends ko, sutdies ko, love life ko... Tapos sha ganun din. Yung tungkol kay "the opinionated one" hindi na namin mashado napag-usapan. Di ko alam kung dahil ba nahihiya na rin ako iopen yung topic sa kanya na nahaharass ako pero later on tinanong na nya eh. At pinabasa ko na rin yung mga text sa akin para makarelate sha.
He said, "Alam mo, may issues yung prof mo na yan. Pero ito maniwala ka sa akin ha. Kahit boyfriend pa o asawa ang iharap mo sa kanya, as long as you are ther object of his lust, he doesn't care. Hindi mag-iiba ang trato nya sa iyo."
Oh well..He's right. What the hell am I doing?
Basta Vlad and I, (there is no Vlad and I).. We're just friends.
July 01, 2005 ~ 6:18 PM
This day is so exhausting. Heheheh. There's no other way to describe it.
Well, puyat ako. My dorm mate Ate She and I pigged out, literally, until 2 am. Hahahah!=) I dunno why we were both so hungry. Lumabas kami, nagtake out ng maraming food sa Shakey's then yun, we stayed late in my room.
I have a "date" this Monday. It's not actually a date. I just asked the guy to help me with a problem on a certain professor who kept on hitting on me. How? Well.. Simple. He's just going to pretend that he's my boyfriend.
His name is Vlad, short for Vladimir. He sounds likeable but he's really not. Here's why: (I haven't met him personally but this is based on what people have told me about him)
1. He's mestizo.
2. He's a hunk.
3. He's metrosexual.
4. He's an airhead.
5. He's sort of dumb.
6. He's a model.
7. He's vain.
8. He's very feeling and lahat ng girls nalang yata eh pinopormahan nya.
So you see, it's not a date. It's just a personal meeting so I can lay my cards on the table. You know, about my problem with that prof. Pia referred him to me. Yeah, I know, I know. I can almost see your reaction. But I guess she was just trying to help. According to her, Vlad has been hitting on her (I do not know if it's another one of her *ehems*, but sha naman ang mapapahiya if I find out that she's making it up as always diba?)
Anyway, I passed my former suitor Mac to Pia (yeah I did).
I am so0o0o hungry.
I am a confused girl who is trapped between the past and the present
